What is an unspiritual “Relapse?” Or a foray into materialism…

As healers and seekers, we should be in a constant state of bliss and growth, always forward, right? WRONG, lol! I definitely had that misconception the first time I made a giant breakthrough of awareness. How is it that we can go through cycles of Awakening, expansion, motivated to do anything and everything for our true life’s mission, only to find ourselves a few weeks later mindlessly staring at the television for hours on end?

The quick answer is- we are spiritual beings who are experiencing life in a physical form. This is our innate Human-ness coming out. No matter how many layers we peel back, how much meditation we allow ourselves, and what spiritual knowledge we access, we are still experiencing the world and life in this moment as a physical being. There will be huge leaps forward, stagnation at times, and sometimes even a few steps back.

Energy Healing Session in the Park, San Diego, April 2021

That is something we can’t escape (but we can send awareness to this fact.) We can send love to the place inside of us that needs a break from pushing ahead, from constantly connecting and Doing. We can take a moment to just Be. To Allow- to let energy, nature and air flow around us and realize that in this moment, there is nothing we need to be doing. No mantras to chant, no guided meditations we need to be listening to, no dance moves to perk us up. That is, until we crave those spiritual things in our life again, until we are ready. This could take minutes, days, weeks. Don’t send judgement, just observe. And make a habit of asking yourself, what is the most nourishing thing I can do for myself in this moment?

Be gentle for wherever you are in your spiritual journey- and know that you may find yourself circling around the spiral of inner knowledge many times, and that is completely and fully Okay. Divine timing is on your side, and you don’t have to know All of the answers. Send love to your humanity, it is all part of your wonderful journey in this timeline.

Reiki in the Park, San Diego, April 2021

Published by Kelly Jett Gawaran- K Tantra

I am a Tantra Counselor and Intuitive Healer in San Diego, California, who helps spiritual and sensitive women go into the deepest layers of their healing so they can live without anxiety and pain. Although I am a Tantrika and Reiki practitioner, one-on-one sessions with me are so much more. It is my belief that we actually don’t need to be fixed, only to remember who we are. So, it’s more of an opening to the wisdom of the universe to tell me what each person needs to remember their divine nature. Some examples I may use during client sessions include: shamanic timeline work, or trapped emotions removal, certain codes or symbols, an upgrade, breathwork, a certain meditation (which is usually extemporaneous), reiki/energy shifting, toning on the chakras. or maybe some tantric movement or sound. It's all in what each soul is asking for, I just hear the message and help guide them to their own wisdom. My absolute favorite is when someone starts to feel and realize their own magic and divine nature! 🥰

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