I was addicted to spiritual training for years.
It sounds healthy, right?
Learning about different modalities and absorbing knowledge from others about what spirituality is and how to find/interpret/work with it.
Well, Yes, and No. Starting out in your path, it can be incredibly helpful to be around others who can guide you toward your own spiritual power and magic. However, there can easily become a period where you are seeking Outside of yourself for this spiritual fulfillment, validation, and being filled up by others. The true path is filling Ourselves up.
What many don’t understand is that going to gurus and healers and experts and studying with them- while not always a walk in the park- is actually the Easiest part of growth.
The hardest thing, more difficult even than traveling to the ends of the earth to study with a guru, is to sit with yourself. To listen and to love, Every single day, over and over, in every moment, and accept the most difficult things about ourselves. To not judge. To not constantly distract ourselves with busyness, habits, external sources of happiness. To be our own healer, our own guru, our own Observer.
So don’t come to train with me because you think I will heal you. Don’t think that I possess some magic that will rub off on you. You already have the magic within, without, and surrounding you in all directions. I am merely a guide to help you connect to and begin to feel, sense and/or hear your own power and magic. And what an incredible honor it is for me to help you seek what else is there inside of yourself. 🙏🏼❤️